Do you know how much you broke me?
Do you know how I struggle to get by everyday?
But do you also know that I want nothing but the best for you?
But do you also know that I'm praying for you everyday - for you to be at peace, to be happy?
When I told you that you may never hear from me again, it isn't that I'm cutting you off. I'll probably not reply your messages, but I'll not block you on whatsapp. I'll not view your snapchats, but I'll not remove you. And in this way I hope you'll know that I still care. Because I want us to be a memory filled with all the good times shared, and not one where I allow myself to resent you.
It's difficult knowing that I'm no longer the reason you'd smile.
But as long as you're smiling, I'll learn to smile through my tears. (: